December 2009
Suckish;
Losing a best friend is one of the worst pains ever. You go from being glued to that persons hip, to not even knowing who they are anymore. It’s like you’ve never met. And it’s almost like I was replaced, because her new “best friend” is a shit ton like me. Well besides the point, i’m not nearly as slutty and annoying.
I can’t help but look through all of...
“No, I’m a slippery bastard”
– Don (LMFAO)
“Ahh, someone just threw meat. That’s gross. Don’t throw meat. These...”
– Jack Barakat from All Time Low
Love comes in the strangest forms :P
Me: but i don't think it's in the cards for me
Ashley: Should..but you aren't
Ashley: haha
Me: nahhh
Me: ohz wellz
Me: i'm straight
Me: 28%
Me: YAY!
Ashley: What??
Ashley: haha
Me: it's at 35% now
Me: downloaded
Ashley: Oohhh
Ashley: haha
Ashley: I thought you ment how straight you are. Darn
Me: lmao!
OHMEYGOSH!
There’s a chance I may get to go back to New York City next year :D
My FAVORITE place in the ENTIRE world
If I go I will be the happiest person on the face of the earth, and I may just stay there forever and ever and ever. Never come back :]
I’ll get lost on the subway again, get pooped on by pigeons, watch bands playing in the subway terminal, be engulfed in the Times Square lights...
I've come;
To the realization that I have very few female friends.
I find myself surrounded by guys.
I’m debating if this is a good thing or a bad. Lmao
Xmas goodies;
Lets I got:
A new phone! :D (blackberry curve, which is godly)
Graphics Tablet (just as godly)
A new pair of leggings
This t-shirt dress thing (sooo effing cuuuuuute)
Boots :D
Some other clothes
2 pairs of sweeto pajamas pants
2 pairs of slippers (1 that are boots and fuzzy, the other with MOOSES on em and poof balls :X :D)
A tripod fer meh camera
$85 in iTunes gift cards (crazy eh?)
...
Happy Holidays;
I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas and an even peachier New Years
P.S. I need to find a partay for New Years Eve :P Anyone know of any good ones?
bold what you have, italicize what you want.
laurajeanonline:
emilythescuzz:
1. A cell phone. 2. A hair straightener. 3. Your own computer. 4. Your own car. 5. Chanel/Dior/Gucci sunglasses. 6. A designer purse. 7. A boyfriend/girlfriend. 8. A curling iron. 9. Every Fall Out Boy CD. 10. Something from American Eagle. 11. Something from Hot Topic. 12. Something from Hollister. 13. Something from Abercrombie. 14. A pet. 15. Some type of...
Bummer;
Ya know, tomorrow is Christmas Eve and i’m not even excited. I just hasn’t hit me yet. It’s insane that this year is days from being over. The holidays are gonna be gone and i’m gonna be like “what?!”. Which usually happens. Hahah. I just hope these next few days are great. I really really hope.
Happy Holidays! :]
This has been my favorite song of all-time for...
Please? Thanks :]
New Years Resolutions;
I NEVER make New Years resolutions but maybe this is the time to start. It’s never to late right? Let’s seeeee
1. Move out of my house. It’s scary as hell, but I have to do it. I’ve been robbed of my teenage years/childhood and I need to take what little time I have back and make it the best it can be. I don’t mean partying it up all the time. Just simply living life...
Relief;
I thought today was going to be absolutely disastrous, but it wasn’t. Having the support that I do has made all this easier to cope with. And i’m ever so grateful. My friends seriously mean the entire world to me. And thank you so sooo much. And you know who you are :]
So here's what's up;
I just found out some awful news today. I had my suspicions, but it was confirmed a little bit ago that I was right. My mom is pregnant….again. Now you may all think that I should be happy and all like “awh, another baby. so cute!” hahahah. fuck that. This is a curse. This will be my moms ninth child. Yes, I said NINTH. And better yet, my cousin told me. Not even my own mother.
...
Such an amazing song
Woah; flashback
This group on facebook “I miss playing with the parachute in gym class” really fricken brought me back. I miss being a kid with everything in me. Playing house, climbing dirt hills, catching tad poles in the pod along with toads and frogs. Coming home covered in dirt and mud. Playing skip-it and bop-it. And having sleep overs every night. I miss it all.
You didn’t have a care in...
He is We. Another one of my favorite songs
A better understanding....I guess?
So i’ve been doing a lot of thinking this weekend and i’ve come to the conclusion that nobody really knows who i am. There is only one person that knows my entire life story. She knows of my not so great past, as well as the great moments. I thought more people knew me, but they really don’t. I’m afraid to open up to certain people. I just don’t want people to think...
Ughhh
Too much time to my self can be a bad thing. I’ve spent the day weeding through thoughts and “what if”s. I’m second guessing choices i’ve made in the past and whether or not I should take the opportunity if it still exists. But I don’t know if i’m lying to myself; if this is just a way to cure everything. I don’t want to lie to myself or others, and...
Pshh
Why are men so confusing? I swear. I thought girls were complicated. Guys just blow us out of the water. And I really don’t understand why I keep going back to the same guy despite the fact he pisses me off more than anything. Sheesh. I blame myself. Hahah
Life pretty much sucks
Everyday is the EXACT same as the previous. I wake up, babysit and bunch of bratty ass children while they do what they want because they refuse to listen to me, and then I eat, shower, and then go to bed. I never have any time to myself besides about once a week, if that. I should be living my life to it’s fullest, but instead i’m stuck being a mother to these kids. No one understands...
Okay soo
I should have NEVER started looking at guitars I wanted. I could go absolutely CRAZY buying all this shit. I want a new acoustic, and a new electric. But I really don’t have $2000 to just fork out to get them. Hahah. I wish I was rich, or someone in my family would win the damn lottery already!
I want the Fender Starcaser acoustic dreadnought and the Gibson Les Paul Custom Silverburst...
Done!
I am officially done with my first semester of college! Wahooo!
Finals were sooo damn stressful. Didn’t help I was INSANELY emotion that whole week. Stupid girl stuff. UGH! But now my head is screwed back on straight. And I finally get to relax and not have to worry about homework. What a relief!
Today has been a very weird day. I dunno if it was the weather, or knowing that I can actually...
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I hate how I try SO HARD to cheer people up, and make them feel better, yet it really doesn’t work. Some people just have this influence over me where when they just show that they care, i’m almost instantly cheered up. I wish I had that influence over someone else.
“Heaven’s not a place where you go when you die, it’s that moment in...”
– The Spill Canvas
Have you ever
been afraid of loosing someone you never had. of loosing what you have now because of what the future may hold? i’m terrified.
I thought i was over it, but i’m not. Because I no longer have anything to cover it up with. The pain was masked, and it felt great. But now that mask is gone, and everything is coming back. All that hurt, and disappointment. This is a bit overwhelming.
Time has flown by
I remember on New Years Eve thinking about what a HUGE year this was for me. From graduating, turning 18, getting my license, starting college. All huge monumental things. And that just feels like that was yesterday. So many things have changed. I’ve found my true friends. I have the best friends anyone could ever ask for. I’ve realized that I can do something huge with my life.
...
Mindless babbling. Possibly some sense.
I wish everyone could drop all the misery and just be happy. Myself included. It feels like we spend more time dwelling on the past or what could be and what isn’t, instead of living with what is. It’s the holidays, we should all be happy with smiles painted on our faces….if it were only that easy.
So I think that we should all drop this nonsense for the rest of the year and...
Tiredness
This weekend has been a long hectic one with not much sleep.
I cannot wait for finals to be over so I can finally sleep and stop worrying. And then I get a month off! YIPPEEE!
But now I have to worry about christmas shopping for errone. I’m gonna go broke! Hahah. Oh well, it’s worth it :]
My favorite song. Soooo good.
My sister wrote me the most adorablest letter ever
to ashell you ren nic to day i love you ashell by presley do not toc to brady ene mor cus he said i dror babyoday i love you ashell by presley
Doesn’t that make you just go AWEEE?
So Devon made me get one.
So i’m gonna give you the play by play of my day since I know you wanna hear all about it!
So I woke up and cleaned (yayness) and then after I got ready me and my grandparents, along with my sister Presley, and brother Jensen went to the DIA.
We went to the Avedon photography exhibit and my brother saw his first naked woman. He’s growing up *cries*. And I bought a book. Go me!
And...